title: lemon halves
pairing: platonic? kind of? baeksoo
word count: 2.6k
summary: it is in this moment that kyungsoo truly realizes the modest two-bedroom apartment he shares with baekhyun is actually a portal to hell.
title: lemon halves
word count: 7k
summary: mark tries desperately to help jinyoung on his journey from spiraling to stabilizing.
warnings: detailed and severe mental illness talk, explicitly discussed suicide attempts/suicidal tendencies. some content may be triggering so please be careful.
( Jinyoung had the tendency to make Mark feel very, very anxious at any given time.Collapse )
word count: 716
summary: a golden heart is a heavy one. the choleric and the melancholic.
notes/warnings???: this deals with, in not so explicit terms, the struggle of living with mental illness and also the struggle to fully understand it in loved ones. may be unpleasant for some. literary references out the wazoo, also. sorrRYYY.. it's amazing where your mind goes when you're a distressed english major in the middle of finals week ,, !
( after you die, it's all over.Collapse )
title: hyacinth girl
word count: 268
title: witch hazel
pairing: xiuhan [CCAU VERSE]
word count: 140
( Minseok is already gone.Collapse )
title: show off
word count: 365
( Sneaking around and being secretive didn't really bother the two of them so much.Collapse )
word count: 179
( "That's why you're so sour."Collapse )
rating: pg-13 [language and alcohol]
word count: ~6,600
summary: chanyeol dials the wrong number and connects with a stranger in an unconventional way.
notes: i wanted to write something happy and i have discovered that this is about as happy as it gets for me.
( Chanyeol didn’t much care for the taste of metal in his mouth—blood, it was mostly definitely blood—or the pounding in his head.Collapse )
word count: ~7,000
summary: chanyeol and jongin struggle to come to terms with themselves, striving for a moment of perfect alignment.
notes: i write the same stuff over and over again i'm sorry please forgive me
( It was hard for Chanyeol to recognize certain decisions as being good or bad; after all, he was only fifteen.Collapse )
- suchen oneshot [for sofia!]; junmyeon is jongdae's practically perfect in every way tutor
- dark kyungsoo centric coming of age story; kyungsoo, baekhyun, jongin, and sehun are looking for a missing friend
- xiuhan one shot; minseok and luhan and a not-so-fated meeting that involves minseok crashing his bicycle in front of god and everyone
- stress relief baekhan; i'm not sure if i'll share this one. it concerns dealing w/ sexual identity and gender identity and is mostly something that i work on when i feel really really really stressed out. potentially triggering.
- disgruntled community college au; this is the big project. who knows when it will be finished. it deserves it's own post. xiuhan&sehun centric but has literally 5 million plotlines that span until the end of time
- internet friend au ilsik [THIS IS FOR MAY AND VI]; i have been writing bits and piece of this forever. ilhoon and hyunsik live a few hours away from each other. they met on a video game forum when they were like 11 and have remained friends ever since then, but have never had the chance to meet in person.
- MAY'S ILJAE [MAY]; THIS !!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- the second half of fox demon luhan au aka ninetailed; i reallyt wnat to finisht thishshghguhu huhuhu
word count: 1,803
summary: a series of moments in which the world did not end.
( The first time Chanyeol smoked a cigarette ended with him coughing until he threw up.Collapse )
word count: 3,145
summary: baekhyun is lonely and chanyeol is like a character from a storybook.
notes/warnings: this deals with some internalized homophobia and intrusive, obsessive thoughts. if that kind of thing makes you feel bad then please be careful!
( Baekhyun is nine when he reads this silly little storybook from the library.Collapse )